哇~~~这是天注定吗？还是说曹操，曹操就到？昨天才刚刚说钢琴，今天就在Bus Station那边遇到Piano Teacher了~~原来她的女儿也是要去KL，坐跟姐姐她们同样的bus。过后就聊聊关于大姐二姐，过后就来到我身上了……= = 对话就是这样开始地……
*~对话开始~*
Teacher: Wahh, you've grown so tall!! How old are you ah? Oh ya Form 1 already...wah...What school are you studying in ah??
Me: Phor Tay....
Teacher: Oh its very good then, its near... Then do you know Foo Yang? *(过后老师就blablabla讲一大堆关于傅阳的东西= = ，还讲到他Grade8 la, blablabla)*
Me: Ya, he's in the same class with me... = =
Teacher: Oh...i see...actually you should continue to learn, you can play very well, its just that you seldom practise because last time you need to travel very far....
*老师没说完，妈妈就插进来说*
Mummy: Yala, since you study so near why don't you continue to learn?
Teacher: Yea, or you consider about it first, then November you call me if you still want to learn.....
*~对话结束~*
我现在真的不知道要做什么选择……当初我放弃，是因为我那时很贪玩，要玩电脑，所以我才会放弃的> <……可是……其实我真的真的很喜欢音乐，感觉上，那些玩音乐的人，都很厉害，都会有一种很High Class的感觉……我要不要继续？老师说十一月才告诉她，应该是明年才开始吧……grrr!!!要不要继续学？！haiz...算了吧……反正现在离十一月很远，至少还有2个月的时间to CONSIDER……= =" 要不要……？很烦啊！！！烦到……弄到我整天都在烦，补习的时候到我了我还不知道，还在那边想这件事……tats y i hate zonning out....then ppl will say like: EARTH to WONG XINWEI!!?!! = = lalala watever....(luckily nobody said tat > <) but i'm not zonning out or dreaming, i'm juz thinking abt something^^ duhh!!~ THINKING ABT SOMETHING=ZONNING OUT=DREAMING!! oh yea..~ = = grr....am i thinking too much? but mum said she wan to add more ttns for me...= =, well actually i really dont mind having more ttns, but in tis condition,, will i hav more time to practise piano? well, at least i've save up my travelling time...(like wat i keep on saying: I'm spending my whole childhood time travelling...= = yeah...it sux~) well, maybe its up to me to manage my time then....如果真的要继续……我有时间吗？如果多加一些补习给我，我能manage我的time吗？我真的很想继续学……~ 怎么办？haiz....机会来到我的面前了……我应该好好把握地~ 可是却做不出决定……argh!!!!!!! 算了……还有……Mummy say she wants me to have good exam grades....coz she wants to send me to singapore!!!?!! no wayy i'm going there, 1st i dun hav such good grades, 2nd, its very difficult to leave my frens, 3rd, i'm soooooooo not used to s'pore, coz d taraf hidup there is totally different frm my, 4th, i admit i'm a bit timid n cannot berdikari, n 5th, the language there is totally different! ppl speak english over there...my english juz okok nia de wor....haiz....ppl there seldom speak chinese... ahhh!! no way i'm going there! tis is madness!!?! y so many things suddenly pop out in one day?! my head is going to burst soon....well...maybe d s'pore thing is nt tat important yet,, but i think mum is暗示着me to get good results= = but i'm so scared of my bc n sj lah....my bc,, haiz,,,,my mum as bc teacher leh....aigooo~~ > < then she sure will nag me for the whole month if i get bad results....(juz like last time when i gave up music, she nagged me for 3 whole months, n when i said i dowan to go to d cambridge class, she nagged me for tat for half a year....*no jonking man, i'm really serious here, my mum is very pro in nagging > < *) haiz...but at least now i'm satisfied with wat i am, n wat i have now...if i follow my mum's words,, i dun feel like me anymore, i feel like i'm juz 顺从着我妈妈的话.......haiz....feeling so down now......but wat can i do?? i cant make those decisions....i'm very confused now....wat am i suppose to do?? now at least i'm sure tat i WANT to continue music,, coz tats wat i like....but if mum add more ttns for me,, can i handle my time?? then about going to s'pore to study, nahh tats not important....but wat if i cant get good grades? i'm going to hell! means DIE x_x wahhhh i wan to cry liao la.........i noe maybe its juz a small problem, but i duno y does tis small problem mean so much to me....it really affected me.........but now, i wont think abt anything.....juz go n slp over it....yea,, tats wat i'm going to do now....at least i can juz forget it for a while....to be peace for a while.......haiz..~


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哇~~~这是天注定吗？还是说曹操，曹操就到？昨天才刚刚说钢琴，今天就在Bus Station那边遇到Piano Teacher了~~原来她的女儿也是要去KL，坐跟姐姐她们同样的bus。过后就聊聊关于大姐二姐，过后就来到我身上了……= = 对话就是这样开始地……
*~对话开始~*
Teacher: Wahh, you've grown so tall!! How old are you ah? Oh ya Form 1 already...wah...What school are you studying in ah??
Me: Phor Tay....
Teacher: Oh its very good then, its near... Then do you know Foo Yang? *(过后老师就blablabla讲一大堆关于傅阳的东西= = ，还讲到他Grade8 la, blablabla)*
Me: Ya, he's in the same class with me... = =
Teacher: Oh...i see...actually you should continue to learn, you can play very well, its just that you seldom practise because last time you need to travel very far....
*老师没说完，妈妈就插进来说*
Mummy: Yala, since you study so near why don't you continue to learn?
Teacher: Yea, or you consider about it first, then November you call me if you still want to learn.....
*~对话结束~*
我现在真的不知道要做什么选择……当初我放弃，是因为我那时很贪玩，要玩电脑，所以我才会放弃的> <……可是……其实我真的真的很喜欢音乐，感觉上，那些玩音乐的人，都很厉害，都会有一种很High Class的感觉……我要不要继续？老师说十一月才告诉她，应该是明年才开始吧……grrr!!!要不要继续学？！haiz...算了吧……反正现在离十一月很远，至少还有2个月的时间to CONSIDER……= =" 要不要……？很烦啊！！！烦到……弄到我整天都在烦，补习的时候到我了我还不知道，还在那边想这件事……tats y i hate zonning out....then ppl will say like: EARTH to WONG XINWEI!!?!! = = lalala watever....(luckily nobody said tat > <) but i'm not zonning out or dreaming, i'm juz thinking abt something^^ duhh!!~ THINKING ABT SOMETHING=ZONNING OUT=DREAMING!! oh yea..~ = = grr....am i thinking too much? but mum said she wan to add more ttns for me...= =, well actually i really dont mind having more ttns, but in tis condition,, will i hav more time to practise piano? well, at least i've save up my travelling time...(like wat i keep on saying: I'm spending my whole childhood time travelling...= = yeah...it sux~) well, maybe its up to me to manage my time then....如果真的要继续……我有时间吗？如果多加一些补习给我，我能manage我的time吗？我真的很想继续学……~ 怎么办？haiz....机会来到我的面前了……我应该好好把握地~ 可是却做不出决定……argh!!!!!!! 算了……还有……Mummy say she wants me to have good exam grades....coz she wants to send me to singapore!!!?!! no wayy i'm going there, 1st i dun hav such good grades, 2nd, its very difficult to leave my frens, 3rd, i'm soooooooo not used to s'pore, coz d taraf hidup there is totally different frm my, 4th, i admit i'm a bit timid n cannot berdikari, n 5th, the language there is totally different! ppl speak english over there...my english juz okok nia de wor....haiz....ppl there seldom speak chinese... ahhh!! no way i'm going there! tis is madness!!?! y so many things suddenly pop out in one day?! my head is going to burst soon....well...maybe d s'pore thing is nt tat important yet,, but i think mum is暗示着me to get good results= = but i'm so scared of my bc n sj lah....my bc,, haiz,,,,my mum as bc teacher leh....aigooo~~ > < then she sure will nag me for the whole month if i get bad results....(juz like last time when i gave up music, she nagged me for 3 whole months, n when i said i dowan to go to d cambridge class, she nagged me for tat for half a year....*no jonking man, i'm really serious here, my mum is very pro in nagging > < *) haiz...but at least now i'm satisfied with wat i am, n wat i have now...if i follow my mum's words,, i dun feel like me anymore, i feel like i'm juz 顺从着我妈妈的话.......haiz....feeling so down now......but wat can i do?? i cant make those decisions....i'm very confused now....wat am i suppose to do?? now at least i'm sure tat i WANT to continue music,, coz tats wat i like....but if mum add more ttns for me,, can i handle my time?? then about going to s'pore to study, nahh tats not important....but wat if i cant get good grades? i'm going to hell! means DIE x_x wahhhh i wan to cry liao la.........i noe maybe its juz a small problem, but i duno y does tis small problem mean so much to me....it really affected me.........but now, i wont think abt anything.....juz go n slp over it....yea,, tats wat i'm going to do now....at least i can juz forget it for a while....to be peace for a while.......haiz..~


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